Just a little message for you my Mum, its my Birthday today, the 2nd one without you here!! really dont enjoy my Birthday without you here, last year with it being the big 40 it was a sad time, needed you, as i still do. I am off work at the moment Mum, lots of things going on, and its been getting me down, not having you there for support is so difficult. Good news, done something right for once, Dad wanted me to get my hair all cut off!!! iv done it... and gone back to blonde! Dad thinks you would like it, hope so, will take some getting used to. Some great news for you..... Jamie has got an Apprentiship, we are over the moon, he worked 4weeks on a free trial, and they were impressed and have taken him on. He deserves it Mum, the car is going well, we just put 4 tyres on it for him. Jake is still enjoying Young Fire Fighters, they are both doing you so proud Mum, Jake is still playing football too. Tia misses you loads, always talking about you, she had a right little natter with you at your resting place on Sunday ha, shes so sweet, she is cheerleading and dancing she loves every minute of it. Well you be happy, and stay close by Mum, miss you all the world, love you for eternity love Mel xxx